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| March--speed ahead!! |
| 2008-03-05 |
| Things are crazy at school right now. the guy, chrisbrown, who is supposed to take me to prom in may, hasn't been online or talked to me since valentines day. People have been wondering where he is but i dont knoe. Fred is prettie sure that he's ditched me completely but i dont want to be jumping to conclusions. it seems he has pretended to like other girls in school and caused some trouble which is why im trying to be careful....not let this all go to my head. i dont want to have to tell my mum that my prom date ditched me tho. that would be a horrible thing to have to do...i couldnt do it. of course, i could still go id just pair up with fred since his girlfriend kant come. hmmm keeping up in schoolwork is crazy as alwayz lol--but i just want to get it all done so i can paint ^_^ <333 ahh Fred's girlfriend...she blurted out that she liked him to him and then left and then he asked her out l8r cause he likes her too. i think its the most cutest thing him and ariel =) both close friends of myne. ah but i havent realli spoken to either one in awhile and their the ones i usually talk to all day long as i procrastinate my work. but it seems they're too busy talking to each other to speak with me anymore. hmm, any advice for that? i mean they don't like ignore me or anything fred still says good morning and talks to me and so dose ariel but eh its like im second on the list. i shouldnt be even saying this though. i mean, if i had a gf or bf i prolly be giving them my full attention and just giving my friends a few one-word responses @ tymes so...hmm, yeah. |
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| Art in the Making |
| 2008-03-04 |
| Im currently working on many different pieces of art. About last week I just all the sudden felt this rush. Like all over again I fell in love with Art. Now I'm like making it my favorite thing to do! Ever since I stopped going to art classes a few years ago, I stopped drawing and painting and such even tho my teacher, miss mary ellen, encouraged me to keep drawing and painting whenever i could! now i am =) i miss having art classes but leaving them, as i now realize, was just what i needed to do. Because in art classes I was always rushing to finish a painting. i wanted it done and to move on. I never put everything into one work of art. Now i see that rushing art isn't an option. Creating art takes patience ^_^. and i love it soooo much! drawing, painting, and now photography. i made a redbubble(.com) to put my works of art, photography, and writing on. the link is www.redbubble.com/people/ripinamberlost ...=) im proud of every work of art. Sometymes i look at something and think of how i couldve done it better but since ive alrede pronounced it a finished piece, i just leave it. my bestie, cortney is coming up in a few weeks!!!! ^_^ she sed she'd be my photography model while she's here for the weekend i caaannnttt wait i havent seen her in forever--since we moved----and even though its just a weekend i hope it'll last long!!! i love that girl <333 |
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| hating it here... |
| 2008-02-26 |
Yeah Im bored...4 once i have nothing due in school this week or next week or in the next 30 days for today--yes thats possible--lol when u go to cyber school. work hard enough, and you can spend more tyme on other websites. but i dont have anything to do on other websites so im boreddd lol =P i realli miss our old house like bunches and bunches. the animals werent allowed inside (now they live with us >_<), there was something or somewhere to go almost everyday (to leave the house is a huge deal now), used to be so busy it was insane(now i couldnt be any more boreder, i dont even have anything to think about for the future) and...yeah, its just so insanely boring here. @ least i onli have to be here awhile right? i kant imagine staying here long enough to get used to it (if thats possible) so...i kan just learn to drive this summer...graduate high school next spring...& this summer ill be working here, hopefully ill save a decent ammount of money. ill eventually get into a college (i want to go to a community college but not around here...)). and i think i want to be a hairdresser. and by the time i turn 18, few months after i graduate, i kan do stuff im not allowed to do now, right? like color my hair and get more piercings (if i still want to then), and....consume and watch w/e i want lol =P uhm, yeah. i want to move in with fred. well not in with him. like, we could rent an appartment together, yea? yeah... i just want to get away from here. i dont want to take over the campground. i dont want to get attached here. i dont want live with my parents anymore... mm..yeah. problem with the living with fred thing is that he wants to do graphic design and be an author and i want to (maybee) be a hairdresser, so living together and going to 2 different colleges would be like O_o ahhh!!!!! well, idk what to do about that because freds my bestie and none of my other friends are graduating when i am. they're all younger. mm..i guess it'll work out right? like ill figure it out as time goes by. and i knoe i should enjoy it while im young. i was enjoying my life before we moved. now the onli thing to do is wish i was older so i kan change all this. i dont want to grow up. more than anything i dont. but i just...hate it here. hate it here so much.
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| A New 365 Days to Live |
| 2008-01-02 |
i have to honestly say that nothing on my 2007 list of things to do happened--hah! oh well....im hoping i can cross off some this year. i think ill get into yoga.... maybe write a book....that might not happen. the top of my list right now is to make friends =) |
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