I can't go on the student government trip to dc----its snowing -_- i couldnt possibly be anymore upset. but theres nothing i can do about it. sometymes a unique day like today or sometyme else would be so much different in a magical way that would onli last a few days but....yeah. im making no sense. i knoe that i had a whole bunch of strange dreams last night but i dont remember anyof them. i knoe that in one i went somewhere for like, a week and then i can back and i found my mascara left open and dryed out. weird, right? yeah realli realli weird. oh well =\ Fred sez he's going to tell me all about the trip when he gets back and steel pictures for me ---- him & me were talking about 'if we lived closer to each other'--we would seriously do everything together. that would be the life =) just imagineing it makes me happy---we'd be everywhere doing stuff---getting lunch together and shopping and the library and he sed they have a movie theater close by =)

I'd be the happiest girl..........

well, at least as im staying here @ home (((as always)) i can catch up on schoolwork--2 bad non of my friends will be on---except Matt--cause they're all going on the trip. =\

oh well...