I had a nightmare last night. It wasn't worth telling my mum & dad because once I mentioned having a nightmare they immediately decided it was from the movie we watched last night. It had absolutely nothing to do with the movie we watched last night...we didnt even watch it all. Besides, i like snakes :):):).
Anyways, my nightmare. It was a really really long one and it didn't start out so horrible. It was me and my family in our house(which looked extremely different) and our neighbors(who were very close and ive never seen them in real life ever) and i would just keep going over their house even though it was a little cold out, or raining a little bit, it didn't bother me.
So I would just keep going over to their house and I don't remember what I'd do, I guess just talk with them and stuff. Then...the last time I went over their house, I was coming back to my house and it was POURING out and i ran without slipping. Then i remember all of us(my family) looking out thru the back window to the house and my dad was telling us that he had just been up in the backyard where the woods are and they saw pitch darkness...just, spreading, like, coming toward us.
I looked out the window and saw the darkness in the distance start to come closer and it scared me to death. Next thing i see is I'm looked out the front door of our house, which is wide open, and our house is small...and on top of a hill. I look out the window and see a tornado VERY close and scream to everyone else "Tornado!!" then right after that i see another one, bigger, right next to it and scream again "There's two!!" my brother laughs. Then i just remember crawling as fast as I could into a cage and everyone else coming in after me.
All I could think was "do we go in the basement? Do we have a basment? no, we dont..."and i hear everything caving in around me as i curl tighter into myself in fear "im going to die, there's no way i can survive this" and i just keep thinking that over and over and over and i feel my legs go numb and i can't move.....that's when i sat up in my bed scared to death, barely breathing. i quickly looked out the window but only saw white snow and i could only hear wind. no tornado, no cage, no darkness, no death...still, even after i woke up i was scared...i still am, i mean, if any of that ment anything...
what are dreams and nightmares anyways? ive always thought they were a mixed up story of everything going on in your head at night before your completely unconcious. But now...i dont know. It's still almost as if it realli happened but...it couldnt have of course. and im not dead...