sorrie, its been forever since i came on here last!!! its just that i did so bad on my grades this last quarter that i got on the academic probation....other kids who have also say not to sweat it but I AM!!! my mum and dad freaked out the first week and now my mum has a list of what to do everyday and shes right behind me the whole time making sure im going to get 100% on everything and oh, what not! its definately helped me....i haven't talked to anyone! nobody from school, at least, not as often as i used to........mostly EVERYTHING has changed. its going to take forever to explain it all so ill just summerize lol,
okay first of all.....i went for an interview at subway and i got the job! ill be working this weekend and it will be my second week. im still not completely comfortable with the job but i always come home saying i love it lol after on the way there im like i dont want to go!!! but ive met alot of new people and become great friends with them in a short ammount of time. its all fun =) except my boss scares me lolz.....okay well....what else....schoolwork seems neverending....im thinking about getting a new blog since this one is a little....idk, i dont like how i cant have my own template, like, a myspace layout or something. i want to do that.....
Friend's class is on Friday...along with me working and calebs baseball game.  i think we're going to do all of them - Jen started coming to Friend's class!!! i love her!! i realli do, she's my new BFF...yeah, she completely replaces crystal now. tho trisha is my BFF, so is Jen ^_^shez awesome
Jen seems to be worried about Troy (if u dont remeber, hes my bf), because she saw him and i both at this talent show thing and realized, just as i did, that he didnt sit with me, he didnt look at me, he didnt talk to me....she think's i should dump him and just call him up and tell him hes a jerk because he wont talk to me...frankly idk WHAT to do....a few thots have gone thru my mind about breaking up with him...but for what?
i knoe hes realli shy i cant just leave him because he's shy......but im shy too.......then again i think we'll both be 30 before i actualy find out basic things about him.......i dont want that to happen (lol), *sigh*. idk. ever since my first boyfriend broke up with me because of....the stupidest reason, ive broken up with every boyfriend ive had. and i even realli loved one of them....but i dont know anything about troy, even tho ive sorta had a little crush on him for awhile but thats it...i dont like,,,,,love him.......
it seems to me we're barely friend's....i seriously need advice. i wont be hurt if he leaves me for w/e reason but i dont think he ever will and i have no real reason to leave him....i would like to be single right now tho. mostly because the whole thing is just nagging at me and i have no answers...just more and more questions.
anywayz.....i felt like changing everything this past 2 weeks lol so i moved my room around, did major cleaning too.....did my hair different, decided to grow it out and i wish it grew faster b/c i hate waiting hahaha, changed my favorite drink, changed favorite bands......yeah, the works i guess. its just that one thing thats bugging me; Troy. last nite Jen was telling his lil brother, Christain, to tell Troy that he better talk to his g/f or he isnt going to have one anymore. i doupt christain will even remember, knowing him. ha, i know Troy's lil brother better than i know Troy. And to think Crystal was (maybe still is?) jealous that Troy liked me more than her. For once in life; a guy liked me instead of crystal and he turns out to be a shy ninconpoop...hehe i like that word ^_^
well.....im gona get back to schoolwork! and more wondering about answers and changing things
chloee<3