yes, still working at subway and loving it more than anything---i love all the people there, their so amazing and fun =) idk how im going to leave it all behind =(
also, someone bought our house so we're moving now idk where yet but i gues we're stuck at a campground till rent's find out....or pick somewhere....*sigh*
i finally got to meet blake in person. we didn't talk at all....not realli...he's shy, im shy....the end lol, so yeah it wasn't all that great but at least i saw him in person. he seemed to be all over my friend vic the whole tyme anyways.....w/e, im done with him, i dont care if i never talk to him again.
then theres troy. ive been trying to call him the past who-knows-how-long and i just saw him on wed. nite. yeah we talked a little but then he left w/o a goodbye....gah, i had no idea what to say to him....thats just it, i couldnt speak!! he knoes im moving....geez im soooo confused with the whole situation....are we even together anymore??? i guess ive been acting like we're not anymore....
my new friend, jesse, (((from subway))) hes so awesome he's my favorite to work with...i guess i sorta grew a little crush on him....or bigger....flirting all the tyme. then just yesterday eric ,mentioned jesse's g/f; sarah (no idea who SHE is)....that tore me apart pretty bad. i realli thot there was something between us and now i cant let it go either. i still like him tho. he's too awesome not to love =)
i guess im just moving on then tho---everything sweet and nice is so full of dissappoinment and devastation.....=( =(
 my room is halfway packed up---well, MOSTLY packed up theres like nothing in there....makes me sad to look at the full boxes that grow in number everyday now....and i think me and my sister are going to a camp this week and then another one next week to help with a few groups of kids. i hope it's fun. i knoe it wont get my mynd off of jesse and moving...and the fact that i just heard that crystal claimed she was raped and now she's in the hospital.....i hate to be mean but i dont care....or should i say, I dont WANT to care!!! i cant TAKE anymore to be depressed about!!! i feel like im slowing dying!! everything great i once had being taken away.....even tho i dont consider crystal a friend idk it feels weird idk im so confusing with everything right now.....and i have no idea how to unscramble it.
im a mess -_-
chloe<3